Sleep, Sleep,Sleep any one

Last night it was torture
trying to get some sleep...
Finally fell asleep this
morning and that's when
my Cat decided he was
starving...
Strangle Cat (insert here)
My biggest goal for today
is clean my kitchen..
Fun times!!!
I have had 2 big headaches
this week that has landed
me in the Dr office...
My Dr. was gone Friday
and so I had to deal
with a completely different
Dr that doesn't understand
me and my headaches...
I was so frustrated and
upset that it made it worse...
Wont be seeing him again...
Oh Well
I am dealing with a lot of
pain again today...
Just trying to grin and bear it...
Why must I suffer so bad???
Well I'll post more later...
Pain-8
Deperisson and anxiety-5

Only half the day

Today I only spent
half the day in bed...
Thats better then
yesterday...
I wish that I would
feel better right now...
So if you were in my
shoes what would
you do differently???
I dont know what else
to put on here today
other then feeling
cruddy...
Pain 7
Anxiety 5

What would you tell Me

Today I am going
back to bed...
So what would
you tell me after
reading that???
Even thou I feel cruddy
and hurt all over....
Would you tell me to
suck it up and
get up any ways???
So what would
you tell me???

Pain 5/6
Anxeity 3

OMG!!!

Holy Hannah
I slept last night
for about 10 hrs...
Every once in while
I can get more sleep
then 5hrs...
Last night I
must have been
totally wiped out
in order to sleep
like a normal
person...
I hope that I
didn't just jinx
myself for posting
this...
But for some reason
I have a head ache
coming on...

Drat, almost a
normal day!!!
Pain=Low
Anxiety & Depression
Low

Happy Monday???

I put on Face book today
"Happy Monday"
What was I thinking...
I really trully always
never have a good
Monday...
This is always a day
I should just stay
home and keep even
the computer off...
Tomorrow is Tuesday
and it will be a new day...
Today's pain level is
about a 6
Depression & Anxiety
is about 8-9

time flies by

It's almost 2 weeks
since that word has
been said to me...
Fibromyalgia
And the last
couple days have
been emotionally
hard...
I know I will
be OK
But I also know
life will not be
the same...
Yesterday and
today have been
the hardest...
I called some one to
ask if it was OK that
all I do stare at the tv
or drone out my
thoughts with my
ipod???
I've been told it's a
process...
I am OK but
I'm not OK
Understand???
Tomorrow I will get up
and shake this off
and start taking charge
Tomorrow I will
learn more about this
disease and how to
live with it...
But I would really like
some idea of what to do...
It's unique as your own
fingerprint how this will
effect some one...
I just have to remember to
take one day at a time...

From here on out...

I will use this as
my diary of the
week to week
life with Fibromyalgia....

Skippy Happy???

Rain Rain Rain


Even some more Rain...

Damn Skippy Happy?

More crappy weather ahead...

Nope I will not do it!

No, I will not wear socks!!!
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
No No No No No No No No No
There is no Snow...
It is supposed to be May Showers...
What the HELL is this???
My FEET are freezing...
Wait this isn't Hell...

ME-YOU

So when you shut off
that light and lock the
door, Who are YOU?
Would you be the same
person that I see the
next day?
We all drop some sort of
screen when the door
closes a night...
How much of a screen do
you have?
So that is YOU

ME?
I would usually say that
this is what you get...
Some times you have to be-
Nice!
Grrrrrrrrrr
I don't do that well all
the time
None of us do, but every
one tries to hide that they
are trying to be....
ME,
Very seldom do I hide it....
Why cant every one just except
some people are better at
being unhappy and stop
trying to "Fix" us...
Because I don't smile all day
and skip to your Lou
10 years I'll get a face lift
so it looks like I am smiling
Happy?

I laugh
I smile
I enjoy
I do it most when others don't
see it I guess...
We all hide things from
others and if we just don't
want to be Damn Skippy
all the time, leave it alone...

Then I'll be Damn Skippy

Even a Back Woods Barbie gets her
feelings hurt...

Live Well,
Laugh often,
And Love much.

Share an Embarrassing
moment with a friend!

Just to Damn funny!

I was over at Brent Riggs site
It's laugh Tuesday, right???
He made a comment about Abby
She wiped her hands on her pants
OK I wont tell more, if you know
him just go over there and
Get The Rest Of The Story
Well I think I am back!!!
Just going thru my rough
times between the flooding and
the problems with my laptop
and not having answers....
Well the heck with it....
I am BACK now matter what I
have to do to chat at whoever
wants to read this.
The Boo Ho is over.
The Flooding will hit again
Easter Sunday but I know God
is behind and in front of us.
We are prepared as most as
an area can be for a level of
43 feet...
I live an hour away but it is where
Mom and my sister live...
Wish us Luck, but mostly
BLESSINGS....

Sandbagging, cleaning, 15 inches of snow

Doesn't that really just say it all...

The river is coming

Nice day- Clean every thing

15 inches of snow????

Eating bad food drinking soda in
the am and beer in the pm....

Shovel, Shovel, Shovel,

Doesnt that just tell you every thing I
have been doing....

Ask if you want more info!

Do you know what COLD means?

The temps being so cold does not
help the flood fight up here.
Sand bags turn hard at these
temps and don't sit well together.
Gosh Darn Freaking Cold
More later...

Time Marches On

After losing such a great teacher that
has helped so many, time marches on.
My life still has issues and every day is
far from good.
But time doesn't stop for us.
So here we go back to life and time
for another sh_t hit the fan week.
We are Flooding and it is Snowing.
This is so cold and wet.
Tomorrow will be the big push.
We could crest Fri but it is more
likely happen on Saturday.
Well I am tired and I will post pictures
on Sunday.
Hope every one else stays dry this
weekend.

Why, Why, Why

God Why do I have to keep going thru HELL...
I usually have this thing with death.
Well we all have issues with death.
If just one person dies and nothing else
happens in a few months I know it's
going to be OK.
But if the 2nd person dies usually about
within 2 months I know it's going to be
HELL
Guess what, the other shoe dropped...
I lost a very great person last Monday
This woman set in motion the positive
and great me when I was a teenager.
I will put more in later I have a phone
call and a few things done.
I will post later.
Love you all

Maybe a call to the Looney Bin

I love the snow we get in the
Winter when every thing is
White and clean
But it now I have cabin fever
and it is very bad and I have
appt with a tanning bed Thurs.
During the spring and summer
I spend most of the day outside
Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner
I read for hours and e mail out
on my deck
Right now you cant find my deck
under all this snow
So if I am blue for a day or two
just check back
Talk to me when we have a bit
of Sun